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最美不过青春年少时。
那时候大致是因为走读的缘故,手里没有多少零花钱,为了那一本每月两刊的六块钱杂志,也要省吃俭用,后来整理书柜的时候,那厚厚的一沓崭新的杂志,大摇大摆地告诉我:嘿,你看,我就是你用钱买来的青春。
那时候心有鸿鹄之志,要飞得高走得远,眼前的路有多难都能咬牙坚持,总是珍藏了很多互相讲题互帮互助的友谊。
那时候夜自习间的操场散步是惯例,几个关系好的人在那短短的二十分钟里,也能绕操场好几圈。遇到老师打着手电筒搜寻谈恋爱的人,我们这些穷单身狗就只剩下看热闹的份,每次听到某老师抓住了某某某和某某,一个班里总会沸腾。
那时候我们要背很多书,记住很多东西,文科生上知天文下晓地理,理科生数理化样样精通,当然还有一穷小混子,约莫考一个差不多一点的成绩得了,每个人所追求的东西毕竟不一样。为了那些古文英语,总是有固定的时间去操场读书,邂逅某一个人,几次擦肩而过,此后见面便一日往日怦然心动,那份不知对方姓甚名谁,几年几班的小心翼翼的喜欢,便是枯燥生活中一抹青春的欢喜。
那时候的友谊是要宣布一辈子的友谊,在我们眼中只有大学,却从未考虑往后还可能会有另一个人的出现,组成新的家庭,渐行渐远。我们也曾经手拉手看星星,躺在同一张床上比谁的腿白谁的腿长,我们吃同一个雪糕,喝同一杯奶茶。
其实谁能想到,某一天一个不经意的决定,会变成这些年最重要的决定呢,比如高考,比如选择去哪里,比如和谁在一起谈恋爱,比如长大以后,我们的心事大过了友谊。
我偶尔怀念那时候对我好的人,也曾遭受过莫名的校园霸凌,我不会选择重头再来一次,我很满意现在的自己,因为曾经那个青涩懵懂的我,幻想过未来自己的样子,大概就是现在努力读书,坚持运动,用心谈恋爱,用心交朋友,热爱自己的生活和拥有个人爱好的这样一个人吧。
我热爱的曾经,让我成为今天的自己,少一步,都不行。
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