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这段时间的神经过敏和多疑把人压得瘪了下去，若要把这看成生病的话，不妨试试用鲁滨逊嚼烟叶（过往记忆和经验）和饮甘蔗酒（身体性）的方式来医治。

午后带着理光到岚皋路——四年前初到上海的起点，树木和街道都没什么变化，商店大多还是原来那些，但毕竟太久没来，再加上记忆混乱，原本清晰的景象已经模糊起来，不是沿着华池路直走左转再直行约50米就到镇坪路么？那片阳台交错伸向路边的住宅楼怎的还没遇见？这有点像森山大道回札幌寻最初住处时的状况。

“从地铁站出来，我本打算沿着记忆中的路走，然而不久之后便被一种无法释然的、疑惑的心情笼罩。我当然知道那么多年来道路的样子会变，然而努力搜索着记忆寻路而行的过程中，始终无法唤起好似看到了似曾相识的路标的熟悉感，只是一个劲儿地在陌生的道路上，毫无依凭地彷徨着，内心被一片茫然无措的空漠填满…”

只要在路上走着，心情就会开阔起来的吧。记忆随脚步慢慢复苏，过往事件浮现在眼前，改变已然发生，接受既成事实——当前压心里的沉重开始放了下来。

到静安工人体育场看野球，气氛比大学时要好，再到无印良品买了两袋咖啡滤纸，从静安寺返程。回到住处整理好照片、写好日记也才十点，整天只在镇坪路吃了碗面，不想再吃晚饭，准备洗漱、读书后早些睡下。
2023-05-21"}]