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以前我常说
“要是能早一点遇见你就好了”
好像早一点我就会更开心 事情就会更好 我们的感情就会不一样 回忆就会更多 友情就更加坚固 等等等等
但是今天翻看到一份遗忘硬盘里的照片
实际上过去的我充满着消极、暴躁、焦虑
还满脸都是痘痘 又坏脾气
也许那时早就以及有“你”出现过了 只是我为什么应该遇到？
我原以为我们可能是靠着有一些人 带着走出迷雾\奇怪的生活 或者...
但当然只是电影看多了后的“幻想”
我只希望能靠自己的力量 永远的强大的面对任何事情 独自也好
旁人真是美好的“锦上添花”
一战400分 复试时落榜
二战选了更好的学校更好的专业
2020考研
我不知道
室友说我真是恢复能力极快 只哭了一天
哈哈哈哈
有时也会用塞翁失马焉知非福来安慰自己
可是前路对我这种时常沮丧的人 个中艰苦？
也许又是我自以为艰苦了 但也时常希望自己时那种及其有元气和开朗的人
能在哪种逆境里都好好面对
但我真的好丧呀
一想起未来我就觉得很虚无
而自己什么也没有
不过我想 只要脚踏实地在乎当下 一步步的来 总会有一些的吧？
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