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今年最后的#成都女孩收集计划 Vol.009
见到她的第一面第一瞬,脑袋里几乎自动响起固力果在火堆旁哑哑吟唱的《南海姑娘》。10月的某个不那么晴朗的午后,我遇见了一个百分百女孩。
女孩家里摆着各种形态的蝴蝶,她画的画、写的字和蜡笔小新的周边。她最喜欢的作家是余华,“如果我能选择世界,我想,踏过的每一寸大地都是净土。这该有多好。”她说。
女孩上班会带给我爱吃的早点,会突然递给我红色手套和润唇膏,会在察觉到情绪波动的第一时间紧握住我的手,会传信息告诉我今天和我聊天好幸福。
很难想象几个月前的她还被确诊躁郁症,谈到过往,偶尔也会扬起头可爱发问“你说眼泪真的会流干吗?”
在自己状况也不是很好的时候还能传达关怀,我觉得是一件很伟大的事。
经过一个月的共事,女孩喋喋在月初离职了,而我也即将结束在服装店打工的四个月生活。一年又结尾了,今年的生活碰巧跟网易云总结的听歌关键词一样,充满了“离开”。
记得看过lala关于《言不由衷》的一个采访里大概描述过关于那首歌的心情,“如果一次次告别是非得经历的命运,祝福就是我急需要学会的能力,即使言不由衷。”
祝福那些主动或即使被动的离开。
愿你永远安康,愿你永远善良。
评论 2 :
羊今天不吃草
比海更深