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我一直都尝试以热火澎湃，充满朝气的形象去面对我的顾客或者模特们。
但是真实的我并不是炙热的。
每当拍摄结束之后，回到家坐在电脑屏幕前
空气就会逐渐变得很重，呼吸不再是身体自然反应，睁开眼已经变成一份苦差事
如果要形容这个画面的话，我比较像是电影里的奇形种，
寄生在注定要被剧本杀死的配角身体里，然后在女主角要被他睡掉的时候爬出来吧。
不是吸食了人类精华之后的浴火重生哦,
比较像差点溺毙的那种感觉吧。
憋了很久的气，奋力扒开淹没在我头顶上的水，尽力冲出水面，只为了让氧气撑开压缩已久的胸口。
差点窒息
我曾寄宿的那颗躯体有着无穷的精力，说不完的话，开不完的玩笑和梗，或许还有一丝玩世不恭，无法言喻的魅力吧。
当我离开了那颗躯体
我还剩下什么？
在众人的期望，自己的抱负，社会的打压
自己的眼皮底子下
眼睁睁横死在都市里
溺毙在无味的氧气里
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