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昨晚接到通知,关注了许久的项目需要启动,早上起来后没来得及冲杯咖啡便开始整理招标文件信息,直到下午三点到公司把会开完才松口气。明明不想再碰这种工作,但领导一个电话便把整天的时间精力吃去,大概就是职场养出奴性吧。
自提出离职的想法后,很多领导都来约谈,他们对我毫无规划的真实性表示怀疑,认为都是我另换门庭的借口,他们既希望我能留下又未提出值得信服的条件,尽管任何条件都不会被我接受,但我总是无法判断其诚心与否,所以不该有的愧疚感也在短暂出现后便消失了。后来所有人都接受了我即将离开的事实,除了一个人外,在不断地挽留、拒绝过程中,不甘将逐步演变成愤怒和仇视的吧——还没有人能如此多次的拒绝我的善意!这也是我不愿见到的。
总归要主动的把后路断掉,才有不得不坚定地奔向自由的事实。
我希望能将阅读行为化,在平板电脑上下载了些电子书,并给自己设置了每天不低于两个小时的目标。拍摄- 整理(照片和文字的呼吸感很重要的,这几天我才意识到)-阅读,如果允许的话,还可以记些日记、做点文章。
2023-03-17
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