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7.1书写:
因为拍摄需要，重新把以前的东西翻出来了。拍摄主题是“我的过去组成了我这座孤岛”。
在正式停止练琴后的时间，一直今天为止，我都不敢面对十年前那些过去，不敢面对练琴和比赛的时光，我知道那是一种创伤后应激障碍，严重程度是我从别人嘴里听到“口琴”这两个字都会害怕得立刻逃走，在视频网站上刷到别人吹口琴的视频也要赶紧划走，再多看一秒我就会哭出来。
其实是害怕面对被我放弃的东西，我也不知道这具体是什么心理，总之我真的没法再捡起它们。无论是钢琴、口琴、还是曾经学过的舞蹈游泳乒乓球，还有退坑的游戏，那些被我放下的事物，我再也没法坦然面对。
今天晚上整理拍摄素材，被迫面对了，我一边翻开一边哭泣。
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在p2里，我将底片进行裁剪拼贴，一种复古的ps法。照片里包含了我的过去，和凌凌的过去。
出镜：凌凌
妆发：Fan makeup
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